Thursday, December 24, 2009;
threethreethree.
tigatigatiga.
sansansan.
333rd post!!! whoo~ !
okay i'm back from hiatus because of trainers' camp. Lemme tell ya' ,
THAT CAMP WAS MA SHIT ~!
i loved it, and everything about it.
I'm missing it, and everything about it.
My trainer's a gay bee-yotch. So maybe i don't miss him... her... shim... HAHA. but he was nice on day 1. :)
the overall experience was gorgeous. I love all the female trainers. they're just the most awesome shit evaa.
thanks Jenna. Aqilah. Judy. Liyana. Jia Min. yadayadayada...
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My father is so hip he has Bad romance by lady gaga for his ringtone. (!!)
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anyway i wasn't done about camp yet.
I HEARTY HEART MY super sizzling O'night members!!
(L) you guys ma shit.
the trainers' dance was definitely the dance of the century, EVERYONE SAID SO.
so you can't say i'm being bastard; praising my own dept.
And from this camp i've a conclusion to make:
Mama-reenah and Ami-rara make the best combo in ANY camp.
:DDD
omg idk what to say. i just love myself these days.ps. my eye is okay now. :)
updated at 11:15 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009;
lemons.
my upper eyelid is puffy and swollen and hurting.
i don't remember crying or rubbing; but it's really
annoying and painful.
YES i tried that.
cold compresses.
teabags (!)
chilled spoons.
ice water.
tapping the puff. (what the... ? )
i hope it dies off. it's hard to live life with half an eye open and swollen.
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yes like this.
terrible.
maybe it's my body's way of telling me to sleep EARLIER.
i've been keeping late nights these days... watching IRIS ! *****
and waking up really early, like 6 (!) but today i gave myself 15 minutes to snooze
and yet when i woke up i got mongolian eyes.
yesterday band i had a few solos. including the salsa one.... (damn lame)
i think flight of the piasa is really nice, though it's like
PRESTO tempo.
dummies, that means really fast.
SO HOW??
like my song?
thanks thanks !~~
updated at 1:04 PM
Sunday, December 13, 2009;
surprise!
surprised?
maybe not. you are just too eager to read what i'm going to write. HAHA. okay. actually it's a little tough to have a diary and a blog at the same time. cause i'll have to think of something original to blog, and not just scan everything from my diary into THIS space.
(space)
anyway what's in my diary's not meant for your eyes.
today, right now i'm with my 2 siblings and we're home alone. Mom&Dad are out. I'm working my way to my list of resolutions and my cute brother is bouncing in front of the tv.
his birthday was yesterday btw. :)
nice right? 1212.
today, just before i prepare breakfast, my gas supply ran out! so it's quite a way to start the day... we ended up eating bread. :x the man came a few minute later (THAT WAS FAST!!) and we have gas again!! :D yippee.
later i'm going out, after Mom&Dad comes home. Frankly i'm not talking to my dad, other than the usual "mm"s and "yah"s and "i dunno"s.
yesterday he was such a jerk! and i haven't forgiven him. so i'm avoiding him at every opportunity; which is obviously hard! because the furthest we can get is 10 meters away. my house is not so big like yours.
i'm quite sick of going out with company.
it takes too much trouble.
dressing time.
waiting time.
i much prefer being alone nowadays. as long as i have a pen and lots of papers there's practically nothing i can't do. :)) but i prefer being outside than at home. maybe my soul is like a butterfly and my heart is not HERE, but there *points to outside window*
(blank space here... idk what to fill.)
oh! and i was so pissed ttc yesterday i squeezed my stress-ball until the earth patterns on it cracked. :\ ooh.
maybe, i have to get used to my new found strength. :D
updated at 12:50 PM
Sunday, December 6, 2009;
I AM KEEPING A DI..........ARY!!!!!(diary) just in case you can't catch it.so you know what that means? i won't be updating often. whatever la, nobody cares what shit i do in my daily life. i just need something i can scream my heart into and put in cuss-words as i like in it. (haha!) and comment about EVERYTHING! (as you know i have a giant mouth) and secrets of course. but that's the least important function of my diary.
(i don't even know my own secrets... blueh)so this. being my last post before i hibernate and update years later, shall be bold and large and (strange?) different. BYE! :)
updated at 12:01 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009;
I LOVE BEN10. no. wait. i love the omnitrix. ;) i can smash anybody if i become FourArms and become anything if i'm Upgrade. But my favourite alien has to be Cannonbolt. :D i think he's the only one who knows how to roll (pun intended). ps he's the round-ish guy with a couple a yellow spots on his shoulders. haha. okay sorry. i really love Ben10. remember my post about my undying wish to run for charity or whatever? well i came across an ad in Spring magazine about a northeast 2010 run. there's 3 categories for women. competitive 16km, competitive 5km, and FunRun 2km. (actually the fun run sounds fun. but 2km... maybe not worth the experience). you get a free t-shirt, goodie bag and lucky draw coupon (i'm always least interested in lucky draw coupons though...) BUT I TOTALLY LOVE FREE SHIRTS! the shit part is.. competitive 16km is $38! .competitive 5km is $25.and fun run is $15. I DIDN'T KNOW MUST PAY LOR!! i thought it was just sign up and run... oh so now i know what it means to 'run for a cause' ...i thought you just run to show that you're actually contributing. how could i have been so shallow?! like, DUH you have to pay, where did i think the donations come from? silly me. this event, i'm still discussing with my mother. *pissed*my dad's quite the bee-yotch today. =.=' asking me SO many questions (dumb questions! wait... dumb is an understatement...). but i hope he understands that my pms has got the better of me. and for today i'm QUEEN! of the house. but he came home and bought me my favourite tomatoes! and other snacks, so now he's my lao angel. :))i found out my element is air! which i think is the most sucked up element among the 4, because air just hangs around. so lame and boring. and i don't want to be linked with airheads. (this is for people who are shallow enough to link the element air with airheads) i want to be either earth or fire. but heck, i don't even believe in such superstition. it's just out of curiosity only.i think my younger brother is very cute today.
updated at 7:37 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009;
DO A-MATHS UNTIL SO SIANNNN. and i mean sian until you think there's a better chance of seeing pigs fly than completing your exercise.
but someone i love said that a daily dose of a-maths will keep you well on the way to a distinction at the o levels next year. aw.
dearest somebody who i love,
i totally appreciate your kind gestures of motivating me and my other (you know who you are) lazy-ass, heavy-butt friends who i just happen to associate with (whoops). i extend my greatest gratitude, and to you methanks because i've completed the tys all the way until chapter 9b (i skipped trigo). BUT DAMN I NEED A BREAK. ...thank you. sincerely yours.
still trying to get used to the fact
that amaths will be my best friend next year. :( this sucks balls. idk how many times i have to say it, but i'll clarify again. i hate amaths from the rock-bottom trenches of my heart. and i can't change that. i mean, how to love? it's so ugly. :\
i hope later on i have a nice dream of myself breezing through my trigo sums such that i'm motivated to complete my maths marathon tmr. :) okay i shall wish. *shuts eyes and hums*
updated at 9:26 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009;
i'm beat.i mean duh, walking around for like 5 hours in not-the-best-shoes-for-walking shoes... what was i thinking?exhausted is more like it. Oh yea. cash supply is running short.that's great right.YEAP! i mean, now i have no excuse to go out.so i can stay home and study. *deep breath*lame. *rolls eyes*on the contrary it's very bad news. i feel so insecure if i carry less than 20 bucks in my wallet. so stupid right? but hey you never know when you need to take a taxi or whatever. what if your mother forgot to bring her purse and you are eating mcdonalds?hah. *lifts chin*and anyway... in my wallet i have mcs coupon where i can claim a milkshake andan apple pie FOC. hah.take that, non-believers in carrying-enough-cash-with-you wherever you goand at least i have no debts okay. no-no. debts = very bad for your heart. i can't outline the link, but ya.and i'm going out tmr, for an emergency and quick last minute shopping.(?)i wouldn't call that pathetic running around shopping actually. but i have totally nothing to wear for concert,and jaslyn doesn't believe me! :xduh she doesn't know how i feel, she has a walk-in wardrobe. like DUHHHH. :\ *draws a stupid face in this blank* note to self: silver chloride, calcium sulfate, and most carbonates are insoluble salts! Labels: fyi, la., manymany things., others, you think of the rest.
updated at 2:19 PM
